Music, music, music!

In 2015, I wrote 16 posts! In 2016, I wrote 9 posts.  In 2017, I wrote 4 posts.  At the rate I'm going, I'm not going to write at all in 2018! But fear not, thanks to your suggestions, I have inspiration again.

I've decided to touch on each of them in their own post and simply because I've seen a number of concerts recently, today is dedicated to something so near and dear to my heart: music!

The question was: what is your favourite music festival.

I was completely enamoured by the music festival scene in Europe and it was actually one of the pros on our list when we were weighing the pros and cons of moving over here.  The biggest and best artists are always playing and it's just a matter of when and this appealed to us immensely.

But, I have disappointing news for you.  I've slowly but surely realized that music festivals are just not my thing.  My first and favourite festival was when Sander and I went to Pinkpop in 2012 and had the chance to see Bruce Springsteen. I'm going to direct you to my blog archives to read about that one because I actually documented it!  But what I didn't write about in that post was the overwhelming number of people, the heat and the fact that I actually fainted during one of the concerts!

Last year we went to two smaller festivals and again, we were stuck in sweltering heat, there was one water station for thousands and thousands of people and by the end of it, I felt like absolute garbage.  For as much as I complain about the weather being cold and rainy here, it always seems to be unbearably hot when I'm to stand outside all day. 

However, last year, we also went to a jazz festival and this was totally my jam.  I've come to realize that I really enjoy the smaller events rather than the huge music festivals. This was just a free festival hosted by a city called s'Hertogenbosch (yes, that's a real name and I did not just randomly bash keys on my keyboard).  They had different stages set up throughout the city and smaller artists playing in some little side streets.  The surroundings were so inspiring compared to the average festival grounds, we could eat dinner at a proper restaurant rather than having to spend €8 on fries, and best of all, it was free!  One of our favourite Dutch artists, Room Eleven happened to be playing and all in all, it was a really fun day full of music.  We will definitely be returning this year for a day of free jazz music!

But that was last year.  

This year, we have a lot on the agenda and as mentioned, I've gone to a couple concerts already.  

This included an Albertan band this past Friday! Yes, a teeny little Albertan band played a show in Amsterdam and it was awesome!! We went to see the Rural Alberta Advantage and they blew me away.  They were so good live and it was a lot of fun to hear the stories about how they came up with their songs.  For example: the lead singer is originally from Fort McMurray and their song Beacon Hill is inspired by the big fire a few years ago.  I think my all-time favourite song by them is Frank AB and, you guessed it, it's about Frank Slide, Alberta.  They sang an amazing live version that just captivated me.  Here's a sample of a different live version that wasn't nearly as awesome as what I experienced, but it's the best I can do for you.  The part at around 2:10 is where I got shivers during the actual concert.  I love the line "and under the rubble of the mountain that tumbled, I'll hold you forever".  

Overall, it was extra special to hear this quirky band sing about all these fantastic little things that only Albertan's would understand.

The week before that, we went to see Petit Biscuit.  I've recently discovered this little niche of even quirkier music called cinematic techno or melodic techno.  It's not your typical doomph doomph doomph techno, but rather something a bit softer and somehow the beats just catch my heart. Here is my favorite song by Petit Biscuit in case you're curious.  But what I actually really want to write about is how weird of an experience seeing a DJ live was.  So this guy, is just a lone 18 year old who happens to put bizarre sounds together to make music.  In my books, he's a pretty talented guy, but as you can imagine, the entertainment value of watching a DJ is pretty low.  So I figured we'd go to this concert and just dance the night away because in my head, that's what you do when you go "see" a DJ live.  Turns out I was very wrong and the few hundred of us that were there just stood there and watched this kid push buttons on stage. It was hilarious and bizarre and totally not what I expected but it was still really fun and I'm tickled that yet again, I had the chance to see a bizarre little artist over here.  

Next week, we're going to see a classical concert which is part of a really cool thing called Pieces of Tomorrow.  The Thursday before a big performance in the classical concert hall, the symphony or whatever is playing does a pre-show called Pieces of Tomorrow which showcases what they will be playing.  There's a host who interviews the orchestra and the conductor and we have the chance to learn about the music.  They often talk about different techniques used or what the story of the piece is.  It's a really great way to experience classical music without being bogged down by the price or length of actually going to the symphony! Also, you get to sit on beanbag chairs between all the instruments which I happen to think is the coolest thing ever.  Sadly we've never been early enough to claim such a seat, but one day, it will happen! 

I will end my musical rant here.  On the agenda this year is Jose Gonzalez and a singer/songwriter festival at the beginning of September.  I'm sure I'll find more random little concerts to attend (actually just found out that The Tallest Man on Earth is playing in Amsterdam) because live music is just so much fun! 

Rock climbing: a personal summary

"The best thing about climbing rocks is that it doesn't pretend to be anything useful".

- Royal Robbins, climbing legend

I personally think he forgot to include the part about how it's a ridiculous amount of fun, but we'll forgive him for that because he's absolutely right.  Climbing might be one of the most useless sports I've ever tried: there is no other goal than to get to the top.

Last March, I decided to join a new fitness facility.  It was right across the street from where I was doing my internship, the student rate was super cheap, they had more group classes than I could count and they offered various courses such as dance, tennis or even rock climbing.  They have a massive outdoor rock climbing facility and so many times I caught myself gazing out the lab window to watch the adventurer on top, and one day, I decided that I needed to try it myself.

And that was the beginning of a serious addiction. 

To this day, I cannot quite pinpoint what exactly it is about the sport that has me so hooked.  As we've already discussed, it's pretty much useless, but yet, the sheer satisfaction of climbing is absolutely intoxicating.  Perhaps it's simply the primate in me, but I'm convinced there's more to it and I'm going to try and spell it out for you.

1.  It demands strength.  But not just physical strength.  Yes, you need to be physically strong to push for those moves, but I actually think the sport demands a great deal of mental strength. The fear of falling is real.  I wouldn't say I'm afraid of heights per se, but there is something that being meters above the ground awakens in you.  I suppose it's a bit like swimming in the ocean.  You'd be a fool to not be a little bit afraid of the ocean, and the same goes for rock climbing. If you can climb that wall without a shred of fear in you, you should probably make an appointment with your doctor because that's just not normal.   But on the other hand, the fear itself is completely unjustified.  If you have proper equipment and a belayer who is doing their job, you have absolutely nothing to fear.  Despite what some might think, it's a really safe sport.  Overcoming this "logical" fear of climbing with actual logic is a lot tougher than you think and it's definitely part of the strength equation that makes me love the sport so much! 

2.  It's a puzzle.  As I alluded to, rock climbing isn't all about strength.  A lot of the sport is seeing the moves.  If you're relying on brute force to get through the route, you're probably doing it wrong.  One of my favorite things to do is watch experienced climbers.  The way they move through the route is like a dance.  They're so graceful and so strong but above all they often approach the route in a way I would never have thought of.   Sometimes all you need to do is step back and envision your movements in order to successfully climb a route and I think this physical puzzle aspect really adds to the enjoyment.

3.  It demands strength.  I know I just discredited this point in the two above it, but rock climbing does require a great deal of physical strength and I love it.  I have no evidence that this is as much of a workout as pumping iron in the gym, but I can definitely tell you it's infinitely more fun.  I imagine making it to the top of a physically demanding route is much like reaching a new weight in the gym.  You feel like you're on top of the world and like nothing can stop you.  You muscles are aching, your heart is pounding, and you love your body for allowing you to achieve what your mind wants.  It's a pretty cool feeling. 

4.  It's a great community. Not only do you have to fully trust the person on the other end of the rope, you get to know other climbers, which I happen to think is pretty cool.  I've had many opportunities to practice my Dutch as I chat with other belayers while their partners climb, but I have also had the opportunity to face challenges with these complete strangers.  I think it's really fun and inspiring to study  route with someone you don't really know and cheer for each other as you push through.  I'm sure it's much like other sports, but I love the sense of friendship that you all share simply because you have climbing in common. 

5.  Perseverance.  You've tried and tried and you want to give up, but there's this tiny little voice in you that keeps saying "try again".  To successfully climb, you need to persevere.  I promise, you'll want to give up.  Your hands will literally hurt right down to your fingertips, but somewhere, there's something pushing you to keep going.  I think this ties greatly into my love for running.  I love competing with myself and beating my own records.  The same goes for climbing. You can push your limits, there is always room for improvement and you just need to keep going.

I could continue listing the things I love about climbing (which honestly includes the callouses on your hands and the foot cramps from shoes that are too tight which you'd naturally think are negative points), but I think I'll leave it there.  Bottom line is that I think this sport is the bees knees.  There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about climbing! Since the weather has gotten cooler, we've retired to indoor climbing for the winter months and I've actually taken quite the liking to bouldering.  This is like climbing but not as high, without a rope and is even more of a puzzle. In fact, boulder routes are actually referred to as problems because the whole physical puzzle aspect of it is amplified.  I absolutely love it and would encourage every single one of you reading this to give it a try.   Perhaps you'll love it or perhaps you'll hate it, but regardless, it'll be a fun day of physical activity and I'm pretty sure you'll see at least one person who inspires you.

Fresh Start

I'm not going to try and lure you in with false promises of writing more often because let's face it, I don't have the best track record when it comes to keeping things going here.  But I'll have you know, it's often in the back of my mind and even though it might end up being like one of those New Year's goals that you just never get around to, I am hoping to start writing more regularly again.  So I guess in the end I am trying to lure you in with false promises.

Huh.

Anyway, I think the most logical place to start is exactly where I left off.  When I last wrote, I was in the midst of my final internship and mere months away from earning the title Master of Science.  I'm happy to report there was no plot twist and I have officially graduated cum laude (with honors)! Despite this title, I don't feel like a master of anything. I had always envisioned ending my academic journey with a clear idea of how cancer works and what we can do to treat it.  I definitely learned a lot over the years but if anything, that mental picture is more convoluted than it was when I started! Truth is we don't really understand how cancer works and our treatment methods leave a lot to be desired.

Which is why I've decided to dedicate the next four years of my life to developing a new treatment for neuroblastoma as a PhD candidate at the University Medical Center in Utrecht (click here to read more about our research group). In the past, I've focused on treatment research related to small molecules (aka: drugs).  I always found the manipulation of signaling pathways within the cell so fascinating.  But you know what's even more fascinating?  Our immune system! Our bodies are full of cells whose sole purpose is to kill.  They are constantly looking for and destroying foreign things in our bodies and believe it or not, they can even kill cancer! We literally have cancer killing machinery built into our DNA and with a little trickery, it appears that harnessing the power of our immune system could be a pretty effective treatment method.  How cool is that!? I happen to think it's mindblowingly awesome and I am so excited for the adventures that the next years bring! ;)

A day in the life...

Since I spend the vast majority of my time in the lab, I figured it would be nice to show a little bit of what I do each day.

My current research project is focused on a pediatric cancer called neuroblastoma.  The survival rates of this type of cancer are really low and there aren't really any good treatment options for these kids (especially if the tumor has relapsed or metastasized).  In my internship, I'm trying to determine if certain genetic mutations make the cells more sensitive to certain drugs.  To do this, I grow cells in petri dishes and use them for my experiments.  Growing cancer cells is a lot like having a pet...or a kid.  They need to be fed and watered, and they never stop growing! In this video I introduce you to the basics of growing cells in a lab. Enjoy! 

The Lake District

I have one last summer 2016 adventure to share before I start blogging in real-time again.  Truth is, I’ve been holding off on this post because I’m not entirely sure how to put my experience into words.  Sometimes, it’s hard to be completely honest with my feelings when sharing my stories on the blog. There’s some unspoken blogging rule that when talking about travel adventures everything must be rainbows and unicorns and when it doesn’t work out as planned, you gloss over the dirty details.  Well, I’m going to break that stigma now and share with you one of the worst holidays I’ve ever taken. 

Between my trip to Canada and Portugal, I spent 5 days hiking in the Lake District-- a rather large National Park north of Manchester in the UK.  It had never really been on my list of places to go until Jasper had shared some of his pictures with me.  The landscape was absolutely stunning! In addition, it seemed like such a great place to hike.  There are small villages scattered throughout the park that you can easily walk from place to place within a day.  Added bonus are all the pubs! There was no need to carry any food which was a very attractive idea.  I didn’t think this trip would be something I did right away until I got chatting with a friend who lives in the UK.  She was itching to experience some hiking and thought the Lake District was a wonderful adventure we could go on together.  Before we knew it, flights/trains were booked and we were set to hike together for a few days.  Unfortunately, Natalie couldn’t get the extra time off work, so she was only joining for the weekend and I was going to be alone for the remainder of the trip.  I was looking forward to experiencing solo travel and was super excited to experience the beauty of the Lake District. 

Life threw me my first lemon the second we entered the National Park. You see, I knew we’d be out in the boonies but I expected the little towns in between to be more like functioning little towns instead of two or three houses. Essentially this translated into nonexistent cellphone reception which normally is no bother for me. I’m usually the person who forgets their phone everywhere because I just don’t care. Except this time. Being that Natalie and I didn’t have a solid itinerary beforehand and the fact that I was hiking alone after Natalie left, I had promised to keep Sander super up-to-date with what was going on. Kinda hard when reception is ridiculous and stressful when you’re receiving his somewhat panicked “I haven’t heard from you at all, are you okay?” messages without being able to respond to them!

I pushed it out of my mind for the night and woke up ready to hike the next day. That is until I read his other messages wondering if everything was okay.  I was hoping to send a message sometime that day, but that chance never came. I was absolutely obsessed with finding reception all day long but had absolutely no luck.  I was feeling quite anxious about it and in the end it sort of tainted my enjoyment of hiking for the day because I could not just push it out of my mind.

That aside though, our first day of hiking was epic. And overly ambitious. Initially we planned on doing these hikes over two days, but we (maybe just me?) didn’t want to hike with our backpacks. After trekking through the Rockies with it, I was so over the whole point-to-point aspect of hiking. Sander and I did 25km with 30+lbs on our backs, so I figured 30ish kilometers would be fine with just day packs. I mean, people run 42km all at once, right? Well, turns out we weren’t quite cut out for it.

I was pretty much done at the half way point, and we hadn’t even covered the hard part yet. Don’t get me wrong, it was beautiful and I loved it, but I was tired (not to mentioned jetlagged because this was the day after I had flown back to Europe) and we still had two steep ascents left. Apparently jetlag and hiking aren’t a good mix. Lesson learned. We meandered through Wasdale Head, grabbed an amazing cappuccino, and hit the trail again. In the wrong direction. I have a few major complaints about the Lake District and their ridiculous trails is one of them. NONE of them are marked. There is no sign at the trail head saying “Black Sail Pass this way” or anything of the sort. Luckily I had a trail map and I’m pretty alright at reading them (if I'm paying attention), but the lack of signage was annoying. And tiring.  One time, we had hiked over 2km in before I realized that the river was on our right and it should be on our left. We tried fording it, but it was just too wide and deep. We couldn’t find a good access point, so we ended up turning around and going back. So that added extra time and took extra energy. Annoying, but not a big deal, we still had plenty of daylight left. My only concern was getting a message to Sander asap and it appeared that I was out of luck anyway.

So, on we went. We totally owned the crazy ascent and grabbed an energy bar to celebrate. We were ready to head on when we had realized the trail was not visible. We got to the top and it just disappeared. No sign, no markers, no nothing. We tried going this way, that way, this way again, and then eventually using the map and geography around us, we decided that we needed to go straight ahead.....down a massive massive descent....where there was no trail at all. But we knew we needed to go that way! So we took the chance. When we rounded the corner and saw the Black Sail Hut, I was so relieved. That’s the second time in my life that I was beyond relieved the see a hut. Being stuck in the middle of nowhere, unsure whether you’re walking the right way and knowing that you absolutely cannot turn back because it’s too far is not a cool feeling.

Anyway, we finally made it to the main road and there was a little food cart at the bottom. We got some juice and rested for a moment while chatting with some locals. I was on a hunt for wifi or reception and I was asking locals what my best bet was. Apparently I had no chance, which just made my heart sink even further. They couldn’t believe we were planning on walking to Seatoller, but we had missed the bus and had no other option. The lady insisted that we were insane and suggested trying to lift a ride along the way. She said it was a steep and long walk back to camp. We walked for about 5 minutes before I saw a warning sign mentioning that the road is only suitable for vehicles that can handle 25% grade. TWENTY FIVE PERCENT. That’s steep in case you didn’t know. After seeing that, feeling our fatigue and me freaking out more about messaging Sander, we decided to hitchhike. We let the first vehicle pass because we were too chicken to do it, but vowed that the next one we would stick out our thumbs. We heard the vehicle coming up behind us, threw out our thumbs and guess who pulled up beside us and yelled hop in? The lady we were talking with earlier! She said she just couldn’t go home knowing we were out there walking 10 more kilometers. We were forever grateful for her generosity. It really did save us some time and some energy of what energy we actually had left.

She dropped us off at our camp and we continued walking straight to the pub to grab some dinner and hopefully some reception or wifi for me. As we were walking there, I got “It has been over 24 hours and I still haven’t heard anything from you. Are you okay? Please message me” from Sander. Well, that was just the end of it for me. I was on the verge of a breakdown. I made it my mission to find wifi even if I had to pay. We went into the hotel next to the pub and I explained myself and asked if I could have the wifi password. No. Not even if I paid for it. At that point, I was just standing there trying to think of another option and then all of a sudden the lady said “Borrowdale. All upper case. And don’t come back here tomorrow because I will get in trouble”. At that point, I just burst into tears and thanked her.  After messaging Sander and letting him know that I was alive and that reception was awful we headed to the pub for a well-earned burger and pint of beer.  We had an awesome visit, made a plan for the next day and hit the hay early.

The next day, the weather took a turn for the worse. Like much, much, much worse. We packed up our tent in the rain and made our way to Rydal Water. We set up our tent, in the rain of course, had lunch and packed our day packs. The weather sucked, but we weren’t going to let it get us down. We were hiking Helvellyn– one of the highest peaks in England with a pretty stellar view.

Right when we got to the trailhead, the rain let up and the sun came out! It was gorgeous. We did a super duper happy dance and marched uphill. And then it started drizzling.  And then it started pouring. And then it got super windy. And then it started raining even harder. FYI, wind + rain = soaked to the bone. What kept me going was the view at the end.  I was so excited to enjoy this view:

But instead, this is what we saw:

It was such a huge disappointment. But we did it. We persevered and I was proud of us for it. It wasn’t the easiest climb, nor the easiest descent. It was so cold, so windy and so rainy. We were both soaked and just wanted to be warm again.  Little did we know that the most challenging part of the hike was still ahead of us.

By the time we got down, it was POURING. I know I’ve been saying it was pouring the whole time, but this time it was absolutely dumping buckets on our heads. We were seriously soaked all the way through. We went to the bus stop to wait when we decided to check how long we had still. According to the booklet we had, we knew that the last bus was at 19:45 up the road from us. We checked the times on the post at the stop, and it said the last bus was at 17:50. I looked at my watch, 18:21. My heart sank. How can the booklet be wrong!?! I figured it had to be old schedule posted at the bus stop. So I checked the fine print: “Updated 04/07/2016”. And my heart sunk even further. I refused to believe it. There was no way we were stuck out there. But the reality was sinking in. We were stuck. We were about 25km away from our campsite. It was pouring rain. We were both shivering. There was no reception. No pay phone. There was no footpath or even a shoulder on the side of the road to walk on. It was only an afternoon hike so we had no extra food. No lights. Nothing. As this sunk in, I still refused to believe there was no bus coming. How could the booklet be wrong!? We weren’t stupid hikers. We had checked the last bus times to make sure this wasn’t going to happen. We had a turnaround time that we were well ahead of.  Yet, there we stood, water gathering in our boots, freaking out. Pretty sure at some point, I started yelling out of frustration. It was like everything that could have gone wrong went wrong. And with our luck, we’d end up hitchhiking with a serial killer and dying on this trip.

At this point, it was 18:45 and according to the booklet, there was a bus stopping up the road at that time. I proposed waiting until 19:00 before officially freaking out and giving up on the idea of there being a bus. In the meantime, we were trying to hitch a ride with someone. We didn’t really care how we got to our campsite, we just needed to get there or at least to the closest town where we could call for a taxi or something. It was getting late and there weren’t going to be many cars passing for much longer. Not to mention it was getting dark and we had no lights. Walking on the side of a windy, narrow road with no shoulder at night with no lights sounds like the second way we could have died on this trip.

A bunch of cars passed, and no one would stop for us. I was beginning to get really really really worried. My heart was in my throat and every bad thing that could happen was going through my head.  And then we heard another vehicle coming. A big one. A truck maybe? Or a bus? I just remember chanting “please be a bus, please be a bus, please be a bus, please be a bus” over and over. When it came up the hill and we saw the glowing 555 along the top, we both cheered and began waving our arms in the air while laughing giddily. It was one of those moments where you either laughed or cried, and apparently we decided to laugh. We were so incredibly relieved that we weren’t stranded!

Eventually we got to our campsite, grabbed our stuff and took a nice long hot shower. This was followed by a traditional English roast dinner in the pub and the most amazing sleep ever.

The next day, I woke up and was immediately greeted by the pounding rain on our tent. It had not let up. At all.

After waiting and waiting to see if it would ease, we decided to just get on with the day. I decided to stay at that campground after Natalie was gone. There were hot showers, a nice pub with free wifi and that way I didn’t have to pack up my tent in the rain. Win, win, win as far as I was concerned. Our plan was to walk to the next town where Natalie would catch her bus to the train to go home. Within 3 minutes, we were both soaked. It was pouring rain so hard. Natalie decided to take the bus all the way instead, and I headed to the pub for a coffee and some wifi to see if the weather was supposed to get better. It wasn’t.

I was so over the whole trip. I just wanted to go home. My hiking boots were giant puddles, all my hiking clothes were soaked, everything else was damp, I was afraid to take the bus anywhere because who knows if it’s actually going to show up and the trails, well, if they’re actually marked, good luck navigating them.

I was not having fun. Not in the slightest bit.

I was whatsapping Sander when he suggested I come home early. I looked up the cost to change my flight and decided to go for it. I was one more bad experience away from having a total meltdown. What’s the point in traveling if you just aren’t having fun? I’m usually able to see the good things in a bad situation, but this time, I just couldn’t keep myself afloat with happy thoughts.  I rebooked and was very excited to be heading home early. I hid in my tent for the rest of the day drinking the delicious beers Natalie brought for me, reading my book, listening to pod casts and napping. Around 6pm the rain finally eased to a drizzle and I went out for a short walk. The sun actually came out for a bit and it was gorgeous. Combined with knowing I was heading home the next day, it totally lifted my spirits.

I woke up the next morning to more rain. Packed up my stuff (and nearly 2kg of water) and got out of there.

All in all, the Lake District was probably one of the worst holidays I’ve ever gone on. Some of it was my own fault, but most of it was out of my control and apparently I just couldn’t cope this time around.  I don’t regret the trip by any means but I also don’t regret going home early. Sometimes you just have to admit to yourself that enough is enough and take the experience as a life lesson.  In hindsight it wasn't all that bad and I can now laugh at myself for being such a wuss. 

   

             

Skyline Trail

Wow! Sometimes time just gets away from me.  I cannot believe I haven't written since September!

This semester, I got to pick my own courses instead of just doing the required ones.  I was pretty excited about it and instantly honed in on a genetics course.  It was new and something I thought was interesting.  For my second course, I picked an immunology course.  Me and immunology go way back and we're not exactly friends.  I've never had a huge passion for the subject but it's very important in the field of cancer treatment, so I figured I owed it to myself to do this course and not avoid it simply because I don't love it.  

Little did I know that I had set myself up for a really tough semester.  Pro tip: don't take a master's level genetics course when you have no genetics background.  And if you want to have a fun semester, don't choose a class you know nothing about and a class that you don't particularly love! 

In the end, it was a very very challenging couple months. But I survived!  And I might go as far as saying I actually like immunology now. Since then, I've been working on a literature review and have had a couple special visitors from Canada.  At the rate I'm going I'll probably write about it sometime in July, but for now, I'm finally ready to write an awesome blog post about mine and Sander's adventure on the Skyline Trail.

Hiking the ST was sort of like running a long distance race...but without the running part.  At first, I loved every single step, then I just wanted it to be over and by the end, I was completely high from what we had just accomplished.

Let me start from the beginning.

The ST has been on my bucket list for years.  It's a 45km trek that starts at Maligne Lake in Jasper.  You need to reserve campsites months in advance because the biggest campsite along the trail only accommodates 8 tents.  When we booked our trip to Canada for the summer, I hopped online immediately to reserve spots for this trip.  To my disappointment, the ideal campsites had already been booked but there was room at Snowbowl (12km in) and Signal (37km in).  Even though it wasn't ideal, we reserved the sites and vowed to get the details sorted out later.

Turns out later never really happened.  We were to spend two nights on the trail (Sunday and Monday) and thought we'd just spend the night in Jasper on the Saturday before starting the hike.  What we failed to realize though was that this was the Canada Day long weekend and there was absolutely nothing available for us! Ooops.  We only had 12km to hike on the first day so we decided to just drive to Jasper super early and start hiking that day. It was the beginning of July so even if we started hiking at 3 in the afternoon we'd have plenty of sunlight to get to our first campsite.

The day before our trip we headed over to Campers Village and bought bear spray, bangers, flares, bells, whistles, water treatment tablets, a map, a first aid kit and basically everything you could need to be safe on the trail.  Then we went to the grocery store and bought the lightest most calorie dense foods we could find and made Day 1, Day 2 and Day 3 food packets.  We packed our bags, loaded our water, weighed in around 30lbs each and were ready to hike! After sucking so badly on planning the trip, we were pretty darn organized with the packing part of it! 

Sunday, we were up early and on the road by 6:30am.  The entire drive there, it poured and poured and poured.  Lucky for us, it has eased to a nice drizzle and we embarked on our adventure dry and ready for an awesome hike.

The first day of hiking was really enjoyable.  The elevation gain was gentle, the scenery was beautiful, the weather was perfect and we were warm and excited!

The highlight of the first day was me falling into the river.  Yup.  Leave it to me to wear through both pairs of hiking socks within the first 5K! The saddest thing was that there was even a bridge to cross! Don't know how I danced for so long because let's face it, we all know I'm not the most graceful person!

On the second day, the challenge began.  The ST is pretty famous for it's views for one main reason: the majority of the hike is above the treeline.  It's true, the views are ah-mazing, but what every online source failed to mention is exactly how cold and windy it is up there.  We knew it'd be cold, but we weren't quite expecting below 0 temperatures overnight.  Needless to say, it was a chilly sleep with few zzzz's caught.  We woke up tired, stiff from the cold and 30 pound packs we weren't used to carrying and a bit uncertain about the distance we had to travel that day. Due to our poor planning, we had 25km to cover.  But we remained optimistic and hit the trail bright eyed and busy tailed for a great day in the wilderness.

After a short climb, we crossed Big Shovel Pass and started working our way to Lake Curator.  We stood at the top of the pass admiring the amazing views (pictured below) and slowly descended down the other side of the mountain.  This is when the challenge really began.  Shortly after we crossed the pass, it started getting windy and I don't mean a strong breeze.  I mean wind.  I'm talking gusts that nearly knocked you off your feet! I'm talking wind so strong that Sander and I could barely hear each other talking.  It was cold and to make things even more awesome, we were getting sort of tired.  We aren't used to hiking with packs and to top it off, this was the first hike of the season.  After hitting rock bottom energy wise, we decided to sit down behind some rocks for lunch and recharge before climbing The Notch.

As we were eating, we were admiring the scenery around us and trying to figure out how we were going to get over the mountain in front of us.  We couldn't see a trail at all but knew that we had to cross somewhere.  Looking at the mountain Sander uttered the words "we'll it's definitely not there" while pointing at a snow capped section of the mountain.  We continued to eat in silence when I noticed two blobs on the snow in front of us.  Two blobs that were very people like.....two blobs that were hiking....two blobs forcing Sander to eat his words because that's exactly where we had to cross the mountain.

Now, everything that I read online said that the Notch is the toughest part of the hike but that's it's manageable as long as it's not entirely snowed in.  We had heard from other hikers that the Notch was mostly clear with only a small patch of snow to cross.  What NO ONE mentioned was how insanely steep the Notch is.  Not even the elevation map gave a really good indication of what we were to face up there.  When we booked the trip, we had no idea we had a scramble over loose gravel and ice ahead of us.

It was absolutely terrifying.  There were no giant boulders to get your footing.  It was soggy, muddy earth that made you slide with every step.  And then there was the snow.  It was icy, wet and 100% unstable.  The first step I took, I slid down about half a meter.  My heart was in my throat and I kept thinking in my head: "why the hell am I doing this!?".

Obviously, we didn't die, but it was probably one of the scariest things I've done....but also one of the most amazing things.  We were literally on top of a mountain!!!

It was so amazing.  Pictures really do not do it justice.  We enjoyed the view for about 2 minutes before coming back to reality.  Fact was that we still had about 12km to hike before we were at camp for the evening.  This is the part of the hike where I just wanted it to be over.  We had conquered the mountain and I was ready to set up camp and rest.  My knees were aching, my feet were aching, I had blisters on my hands from my trekking poles, I was cold and hungry and just overall done with walking for the day.  But despite all of this, we had to continue. 

So on we went.

It snowed, it rained, it sunned, it clouded and we walked and walked and walked and walked. 

We walked more. 

And more.

And more.

We were exhausted and had had enough, but, this is also the part where I fell in love with the hike.  It's really like running a race for me.  You want to give up. You're tired and each step is a challenge, but somehow you love all of it.  You feel energized and inspired despite wanting to collapse.  It's the nature.  The smell of the fresh air.  The sound of the wind.  The ache in your legs.  The thirst and the hunger.  It all fuels my soul.  Except for the mosquitoes.  They can just die for all I care.

Around 6pm we hit Tekarra campground and had dinner there while swatting furiously at the hundreds of mosquitoes (this is not an exaggeration).  We shivered through our dinner and hit the trail again for the last 5km to our campground for the night.

Despite our sense of hopelessness fueled by fatigue, we made it to our second campsite.  One thing we definitely learned on this trip was that packs really slow you down.  We set up our tent, hung our food in the bear-proof hangers and crashed at 10pm for the worst sleep ever.  It was so cold. We both slept in all of our layers with hot water bottles until our 4 o'clock alarm was waking us from this shivery slumber.

Yes, four in the morning.

Remember how we weren't very organized and didn't get a place in Jasper for the night before we started hiking? Well, that bit us in the butt for finishing the hike.  Normally, you leave your vehicle at the end and take the shuttle to the start of the hike.  Since we weren't starting early enough, we missed the shuttle and instead left our car at the beginning of the hike.  Ultimately, this meant hiking 10km down the mountain before 9am in order to catch the shuttle back to our car in time.  Doh.

I really thought it was going to be awful, but in the end, it was pretty nice.  I hadn't really slept since I was so cold, so I was glad to get up and moving again.  We hit the trail at 4:45 silent and exhausted, listening to music while meandering down the uninspiring fire road.  Between the heavy packs and insane distance the day before, the level gravel road was a nice reprieve.

We made it to the end by 7:30am and had breakfast at the trail head while waiting for the shuttle.  Eventually, more people trickled in that were starting the hike that day and it was really fun to chat with them.  We had just walked 45km across the Rocky Mountains.  I don't think there's anything as satisfying knowing you did it with your own sweat and determination.

In the end, I am so proud that we pulled through.  There was a time where we thought of taking one of the side paths to the highway and hitchhiking back to Jasper.  We were exhausted, hurting and we desperately wanted to give up and I am so glad we didn't.  It was worth every single blister and mosquito bite and I would do it again in a heartbeat.

Portugal 2016

In August, I had the opportunity to cross another country off my list and I spent 2 weeks exploring northern Portugal.

I don't even know where to begin with describing how awesome this vacation was, so instead I created another vlog to showcase some of the fun stuff we did.

Portugal is a wonderful country to visit (though I do not suggest trying to drive there from the Netherlands.  Google maps says 22 hours, but it's more like 32).  The cities are bustling with culture, the coast is gorgeous, the hiking is brilliant and there's cheap port, so what more do you need in life?! It's really hard to recapitulate an entire 2 week holiday in one post, but if I had to pick, there are two moments that stand out as my favorite moments of the trip.  First is dinner on the beach.  Half of the group decided to go to Coimbra (the old capital of Portugal), and the rest of us decided to have a relaxing evening at the campsite.  Instead, we ended up packing up our chairs, our drinks and ourselves and heading to the beach to watch the sunset.  One thing led to the next and before we knew it, we had ordered pizza and were having a fun night playing tag in the sand and visiting while watching the sun set.  That is until the group called us from Coimbra saying that their car was stuck in the parkade.  They had missed the operating hours and turns out their car was stuck there for the night. There was a brief moment where we thought we might have to send our DD to go get them, but luckily they managed to find someone who spoke Portugese and English and they called the company to come let them out.

The second evening that remains one of my favorite memories is when we were visiting Geres national park.  We were at a campsite that led right onto the riverbed and one night, we decided to have a campfire! We gathered up some twigs and driftwood and sat on the rocky shore enjoying each other's company all evening.  It was something so simple, but it was so relaxing and spontaneous.

Overall, it was a great holiday, so without further ado, I present to you a not-so-short photo/video summary of our trip to Portugal!